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27 May 2011 @ 08:14 pm
I've spent the last 2-3 days making these on and off. More Dir en Grey! I think I'll start doing Gackt, Ayumi Hamasaki, Miyavi, and the GazettE next. But for now, I'm taking a huge break. :D
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i'm feeling: boredbored
i'm listening to: Fallout: New Vegas
24 May 2011 @ 11:02 pm
Heyyyy! So, I'm obviously really, really horrible at this updating thing. I know! I'm sorry. I have had more than enough time to do it, I just...didn't feel like it, haha. A lot has happened! But before we get into all that, here are some Dir en Grey icons!Collapse )

And so, what's up? Much has been up lately! I have decided to leave the surgical technology program and National College. Yeah, almost 2 years wasted? Kinda. But I'm trying to look at it as knowledge gained, rather than time and money wasted. I'll be attended BCTC in the fall, going into graphic design. Why? Well, because I love it. I tried so hard to make myself love surgery and the medical field in general (and don't get me wrong, I like it, but I don't love it) so I could push myself through school and have a high paying job with mega-security, but being unhappy just isn't worth it, no matter how much time and money you put into something. Now that I think about it, that's pretty much the biggest thing that's happened lately, it was just a really big thing, haha. Anyway! Alex and I will celebrate our one year anniversary next month on the 6th! Very exciting. Lovelovelove him. <3 I still work at Hollister...still kind of hating it. I mean, the work is still really easy, it's just bullshitty sometimes. I applied at the Apple store as a sales rep and a "creative" person (haha) but I haven't heard anything from them. I'm kinda bummed out about it, but in reality it's harder to get a job at Apple than get into an ivy league school (or so I've heard!).

I suppose that's all for now...but at least it's an update! I'm sorry I neglect you guys. :(

Peace & love <3
my location is: My room
i'm feeling: accomplishedaccomplished
i'm listening to: Dir en grey - Glass Skin
01 July 2010 @ 07:15 pm
11 March 2010 @ 08:21 pm
So! I'm looking for someone creative (haha, good place to come to, right?) with good drawing/photoshop skills (again with the right place!) to set me up with a tattoo design! I have the concept in mind, I'm just not sure exactly how I want it to look. I do know that it will be pretty large, as I want to it start at my ribcage and flow down my side around to my lower back. If not that big, then at least covering my ribcage down to my hip.

The concept is Alice in Wonderland! Basically, I want the significant elements from the story. I want the card suit symbols, maybe a rose or two, and anything you can think of to make it flowy and what not. I know that description sucks, haha, but I'm not quite sure how to explain it. I'd like the Mad Hatter's hat to be in there, maybe the white rabbit or the door mouse, maybe something to do with the Queen of Hearts. Definitely the Drink Me bottle and a pocket watch. Tea cups maybe. Like I said, be creative :)

If any of you feel like helping out just to be friendly, I would very much appreciate it! If you're looking to get paid, we can certainly work something out. I won't be shelling out cash to everyone who comes up with something, haha. If you do request payment, we can sort out the details if A) I like the design enough to put it on my body forever & B) You aren't asking for an insane amount of money. I also wouldn't mind trading art. Seeing as I mostly deal with photography now, that's what you'd get.

Contact info other than DA:
Email: alchemicalxromance@gmail.com
AIM: digitalxepidemic
Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=513311868#!/profile.php?ref=profile&id=513311868

So, dazzle me. <3
Or refer my request to someone you think may be interested!
i'm feeling: hopefulhopeful
i'm listening to: UNC vs GA Tech
11 December 2009 @ 07:49 pm

Give me a museum and I’ll fill it.
14 August 2009 @ 09:19 pm
I forgot how awful crying this hard makes a person feel. There's a new feeling, too. Throbs of real heartbreak and feeling the sharp pangs of rebound-girl reality. Thanks a heap, you. Utter abandonment has always been a real favorite of mine.

You say you still love me, but you can't give me a yes or no answer as to whether you want to be with me still. You said me loving you isn't enough anymore. It's your fault, and your fault only, that I'm not there with you to do more. Before I left you promised me that nothing was going to change between us. As soon as I got back here I could feel it. I tried to ignore it, but it was always there.

And today, when you called me and we talked for about two minutes, then said you were going to go; I asked, "You don't want to talk?" and you said, straight up, "No, not really." And that was it. Until our breakup via text messages started, when I started asking you these questions and you were 'just not in the mood' because you never are.

I used to think that you were the air that I breathe. That you were my prince. That I could love you forever. That I need you. And I absolutely hate myself for still thinking all of those things are true.

I think with everything I'm feeling right now, and with everything that's happened to me over this last year and a half with you, I could right a fucking book. And here is where you would usually makes a sexual pun about books fucking, and I would laugh. But now, thinking about the look on your face and the tone in which you would say it, I wipe another tear away and scowl.

/End Scene/
i'm feeling: morosemorose
26 July 2009 @ 05:07 pm
New header and mood theme :OOO
i'm feeling: sillysilly
27 May 2009 @ 08:41 pm

23 May 2009 @ 12:55 pm

i'm feeling: bouncybouncy
21 April 2009 @ 02:33 am
I suggest everyone make their way to Vancouver, WA. The weather here is amazing. It's not humid or sticky, it's just fantastic all the way around. Goodgoodgood weather! I love it. I'm going to miss this place so much.

I promise, sometime I'll update with something more important and drama-less, hah.

i'm feeling: calmcalm
i'm listening to: Within Temptation - The Heart of Everything